For many years I have had sex with my female clients. Some people call me a male escort, but my service is more than just sexual. Most of my clients not just want sex, but want help to increase their sexual awareness and explore new areas of sexuality. For thousands of years men have paid women for sex but why are women rarely paying men for sex? A lot of men have great sexual resources, but few of them are confident enough to put value on their sexual resources.

I have been addicted to sex and porn for at least 30 years. No treatment worked. After I gave up trying to quit porn something happened that made the addiction vanish into thin air. I have read an endless number of books and blogs on how to cure porn addiction. I have been a member of support groups, been in therapy, and developed at least 20 creative coping strategies to help me avoid porn. Nothing worked.

Giving and receiving seem to be deeply connected. If you give a compliment, money, attention, or something else you always get something in return. For many years I had the ambition to be able to give in a totally unselfish way but doing so is not easy. In one of my attempts, I placed myself in an open square in a busy city. …

My first consensual slave was 28 years old, a successful entrepreneur, and the ultimate alpha female. I didn’t think a woman with such power could be a great slave, but I was in for a surprise. When Kate and I had agreed to meet in my house as master and slave I had prepared myself to the best of my abilities. This was the first time any of us were going to explore the sexual dynamics of a master and a slave. How I would react…

One afternoon I was walking along a beach when suddenly the following sign appeared in front of me: “Bird reserve: Access prohibited!” Along the sign, a fence was strung across the beach, which went into the water. The fence was quite low, and without thinking about it, I jumped over…

I have never been the kind of guy who takes my mental imbalances for granted. For this reason, there is nothing I prioritize higher than being depressed. My depressions require my full attention and I never share them with others. In this way, there is more depression for myself. What…

One day I went into a bookstore and approached a female clerk: “Will you make sure to keep an eye on me while I’m here,” I said in a loud and clear voice: “I am a thief!” The clerk looked deeply shocked and several people in the store turned and…

My true story of how I (accidentally) destroyed a new and potentially promising enemyship. Once someone told my neighbor that I had slandered him. For several years my neighbor had been a good friend, but in his anger, he put a letter in my mailbox telling me that he NEVER wanted to talk to me again. I was convinced I had been misquoted, but…

People have often told me that I need to bring my soul into my work, but years back I realized that my soul was not comfortable in a traditional working environment. Regardless of which kind of job I have had, my soul has always been preoccupied with trying to make me go somewhere else. My soul has never been concerned with making money, being on time, acting professionally, or working nine to five. When my soul is committed to what I…